a letter from prison lyrics – boy hits car

sometimes i wonder. torn between my heart,
tore between my heart and my mind
and i feel my body to see if i’m in,
if i’m in tune with what i find
but i don’t know how to feel
and i don’t know what to feel
anymore

anymore

wanna be the decision cision
kill free things i feel a difference inside
i’m a boy who’s so sick of searching
maybe there’s a heaven nearby
so should i let these thoughts out
or should i let you in
its so easy to be alone
who put in will i find home
i just don’t know
how to feel

feel
how to feel
how to feel
feel

feeling so afraid like i am stuck here
like i am stuck here and can’t move
i like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colours
the warmth it blinds the truth
but i don’t know how to feel
and i don’t know what to feel
anymore

i keep on hurting myself
tearing off the skin i let it burn in the dirt
what i learned what i’ve learned
though it may be the truth, truth it hurts
when we have something inside that no motherf*cker will touch
no i won’t think like you
if i did what am i trying to prove
i just don’t know
i just don’t know
i just don’t know
i just don’t know
i just don’t know how to feel
i just don’t know what to feel
anymore

/ boy hits car lyrics