aporia lyrics – kamikabe

and finally the halls of marble dissolved around me. the
blackness stung my
eyes. and my insides burned with this forbidden access.
and i laugh at this
sand i hold in my hands. this, i used to think i held the
key. the door was
always open. and i remain to stare at my reflection, as i
am randomly switched
back and forth from either side. my insignificance
becoming insignificant. and
all my pointless shouts at the universe fall back upon my
skull like pelting
rain. i smash my fist into the mirror until my body is
soaked in blood. and i
laugh uncontrollably at this shattered reflection. i let
my hands bleed as they
finally touch the truth. all the pain and torment. the
sum of humanity’s
suffering. it was worth everything i have lost. to
finally understand these
beautiful roses blossoming forth from the hollow torso of
humanity’s blood
drenched history. i lost my tongue with the shards that
splintered into my
mind. i am not amused. bloodlet my skull now. acid rain
on my lungs. ending all
life now. i stand on god. drain this world from my eyes.
my insignificance has
become insignificant.

/ kamikabe lyrics