behind my back lyrics – evergreen terrace

born from silence, silence full of it
a perfect concert my best friend
so much to live for, so much to die for
if only my heart had a home

sing what you can`t say
forget what you can`t play
hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
walk within my poetry, this dying music
-my loveletter to n*body

never sigh for better world
it`s already composed, played and told
every thought the music i write
everything a wish for the night

wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
died for the beauty the one in the garden
created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
failed in becoming a god

never sigh…

if you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
remember only the verse, songmaker`s cry the one without tears
for i`ve given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill i never knew
the sweet piano writing down my life

teach me p*ssion for i fear it`s gone
show me love, hold the lorn
so much more i wanted to give to the ones who love me
i`m sorry
time will tell (this bitter farewell)
i live no more to shame nor me nor you

and you… i wish i didn`t feel for you anymore…

a lonely soul an ocean soul

/ evergreen terrace lyrics