consumed future lyrics – dreamshade

mama says i’m not good at anything
keep my mouth shut, say nothing
not venting my thoughts, just sit and waste
like a living ghost, cause i feel misplaced
i want my dream
but it feels so far away
i want to be on the cover of magazines
i want to be on mtv or have my own reality
i wish they would break down the walls to get to me
isn’t this so f*cking insane?
the world behind the box is taking over my brain
mama says i’m not good at anything
i stare at emptiness and say nothing
don’t open my mouth, just sit and waste
like a living ghost, cause i feel misplaced
i hate seeing all this sh*t
but at the same time i want to be a part of it
“suicide!” repeats itself in my mind
i wish they would break down the walls to get to me
isn’t this so f*cking insane?
the world behind the box is taking over my brain

/ dreamshade lyrics