deathwish lyrics – godgory

i am now layin on my deathbed
cold and weak and full of pain
my skin is wrinkled and i’m searching
for a reason to not p*ss away

i have been sick for a long time
the cancer has taken my soul
i lay alone in a dark room
wait every day to be fetched by death

in silence i’m lying
deathwish burning strong
i just wanna sleep forever
i’m to weak to take my life

i am now dreaming that i’m dying
my soul is free from all the pain
i am now crying, crying in happiness
but i wake up to reality again

i hate this life that i’m living
people surrounds me to take goodbye
i can feel it this is my last time
i close my eyes and smile to my death

/ godgory lyrics