devastation and reform lyrics – relient k

fear can drive stick
and it’s taking me down this road
a road down which
i swore i’d never go
and here i sit
thinking of god knows what
afraid to admit
i might self-destruct

so lock the windows
and bolt the door
’cause i’ve got enough problems
without creating more

i feel like i was born
to devastation and reform
destroying everything i loved
and the worst part is
i pull my heart out, reconstruct
and in the end it’s nothing but
the sh*ll of what i had when i first started

usually i’ll cause my own first hit
it seems to me to be slightly m*s*ch*stic
but there’d be no story
without all this descension
so i inflict the conflict
with the utmost of intention

so lock the windows
and bolt the door
’cause i’ve got enough problems
without creating more

i feel like i was born
to devastation and reform
destroying everything i loved
and the worst part is
i pull my heart out, reconstruct
and in the end it’s nothing but
the sh*ll of what i had when i first started

thank you god
for giving me the insight
so i might make
these wrongs right
if and when
there ever is a next time
cuz failure is a blessing in disguise

pull my heart out, reconstruct
and in the end it’s nothing but
the sh*ll of what i had when i first started
the sh*ll of what i had when i first started

i feel like i was born
to devastation and reform
destroying everything i loved
and the worst part is
i pull my heart out, reconstruct
and in the end it’s nothing but
the sh*ll of what i had when i first started
(when i first started)
(the sh*ll of what i had when i first started)

/ relient k lyrics