down spiral depersonification lyrics – infestus

swirling down this usurping vortex
into the deepest realms of all
i have lost the path – it is senseless
to resist its agonizing call

reaching…reaching for the beginning

escaping from pain screaming memories
where no remedies ever helped me out
i am falling deeper into what truly is
the oppressed sides of myself screaming out loud

this back breaking pain is deafening my ears
a thousand thunders inside of my head
i am devoured by this emotional mor*ss
these unbearable screams – will i be dead?

words unspoken – like deafening menaces –
reverberating prophecies of destruction
saturating this prosperous darkness
which comes over me like a cureless infection

plunged into my life-threatening illness
self devouring suffocating screams
*ssuming the shape of a continuous flow of darkness
the essence of insanity’s bloodstream

no! no! leave me – leave me alone!

escape!

plunged into my life-threatening illness
self devouring suffocating screams

/ infestus lyrics