even if i don’t lyrics – rachael yamagata

“even if i don’t”

i miss you most in the morning
most every morning
i wake up thinking
i could call
i could come visit
i could come running
we could relive it

but when i think of all that we’ve been through
going back to you
seems such a foolish thing to do
i hope you know
that even if i don’t
i wanted to

all those words
you said at the ending
were pretty revealing
and i can’t forget them
all those ways
we missed at connecting
despite all our trying
it always came back to
what i couldn’t give you

so when i think of starting up again
or trying to be friends
it seems impossible to do
i hope you know
that even if we can’t
i wanted to

who knows why
two people perfectly aligned
should ever have to find themselves apart
i’ll never understand my heart

i miss you
most in the morning
most every morning
i wake up crying

/ rachael yamagata lyrics