everyday lyrics – toby lightman

everyday is a struggle between what i wanna say
and what i should keep to myself
and the words that manage to leave my lips
don’t hurt me, but they hurt everyone else

and i find myself in need of a pause
i’m not sure why, but i think that it’s because
of this desire to be what others want me to be
which is nothing close to me

[chorus:]
but i’ll see better when the smoke clears
when the smoke clears inside my head
and i can listen when the screaming doesn’t repeat everything i’ve said
and all that remains me and who i am at the end of the day
and this happens everyday

everyday is a battle between what i wanna know
and what i don’t wanna figure out
and everything in between in these thoughts of mine
that you know i can’t live with out

and i find myself in need of a pause
i’m not sure why, but i think that it’s because
of this desire to be what others want me to be
which is nothing close to me

[chorus]

/ toby lightman lyrics