face i paint lyrics – beanbag

my life has always been damaged by the holes in me.
it’s what i call humanity.
my thoughts have always been the windows for my pleasured eyes.
i kept chasing vanity.
my mind has got a physical attraction to yearn for satisfaction.
it chokes my heart so i can’t see us, my mind starts to rust.
it started out malignant and underneath the face i paint.
when i was on my own, i began to focus in on anything but god.
although i lie
although i cheat
although i am still incomplete
although i am just what i am
and all my goodness counts for nothing, you give me life.
and you take my heart.
even though my mind has got a physical attraction
to yearn for satisfaction
you take my heart so i see jesus.
my heart’s with you at last

/ beanbag lyrics