fascination lyrics – unarmed for victory

i’ve been sucked into a world i only pretend to know
and i can’t stop pretending
i can’t hold myself together, i can’t keep myself
together
i’m so sick of dreaming,
what is fear if you don’t have chills?
i’m so sick of being deceiving
boy i’m a mess

this isn’t the man that i was meant to become
my father raised me to be so much more
close the door, i don’t care,
i don’t care if you leave me here
nothing’s changed, this is who i am…

there is desire to be attained
dreams just aren’t what they used to be
this is i, panicking
this is i in desperate wonder
and i feel i am just a bit pavid
stepping into her boudoir

and in my lack of clairvoyance, i’ve stumbled down a
wishing well
in my lackl*ster imagination, i will call this h*ll
in my lack of clairvoyance i’m swallowed down a wishing
well
in my lackl*ster imagination, i will call this h*ll

(the c*ssette is set to reset)
over and over, over and over, over and over, over and
over again see less

/ unarmed for victory lyrics