how far lyrics – apocalyptica

“how far”

my life is a circle
no beginning and no end
it’s always repeating
a trail i defend to the time

a misunderstanding
that can’t be erased like a file
i’ve got all i wanted
but still i’m not satisfied

how far will i go to and search my respect and my pride
how long will i lie to myself about the privilege of my life
that turns around
’till i die
and take the dark
with me

why am i sad
why am i sad when i have more that i ever had

my life is too stable
i get no air
my jail is my skin
i’m false like a fable
that is being praised
for its sin

once i am trying
to follow the light then
the b*tch grips my feet
pulls me down, underneath

how far will i go to and search my respect and my pride
how long will i lie to myself about the privilege of my life
how deep will i have to fall before i find the will again
it’s always repeating
the earth turns around and around
’till i die
take the time
missing me
with me

/ apocalyptica lyrics