i have such a hard time making new friends lyrics – bloodlet

i had been feeling sick lately
3 days maybe 4
and he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before
i threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek
and a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink

give me back my gun
its intent is not pure
he’s got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor
i saw a crack in your halo today
such big words for a tiny little man
he said, “in my mind i am the hero today.”

i take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3
another before supper and 5 to sleep
just a chemical reaction in my head
it all turns upside down in my head
i must have blacked out
i doubled up on my meds
you see i have such a hard time making new friends

/ bloodlet lyrics