i wish i could be lonely instead lyrics – kelly clarkson

i should have kissed you
one last time
i would have held you
so much longer if i had known
it would be the last time

if i could forget you
make all these memories
fade to grey
i’d rather not remember what i foolishly traded

i think i might be missing you
like you said i would
i think i might have run away
i’m the fool, yeah
i’m the fool
i think i meant i love you
when i said that i don’t care
i wish i were just lonely instead

i should have loved you
more than i did
living without you
with your ghost, and your voice
always in my head

yeah i couldn’t see you
and now i see you everyday
but not with me
it seems real nice
she makes you smile
like you used to smile at me

i think i might be missing you
like you said i would
i think i might have run away
i’m the fool, yeah
i’m the fool
i think i meant i love you
when i said that i don’t care
i wish i were just lonely instead, oh

you were right
i’m lying here
wishing you were with me
hoping that you might be
missing me
cause i can’t seem to fight it honey
wish i could erase every part of you in me

i think i might be missing you
like you said i would
i think i might have run away
i’m the fool, yeah
i’m the fool
i think i meant i love you
when i said that i don’t care
i wish i were just lonely instead, oh

i think i might be missing you
like you said i would
i think i might have run away
i’m the fool, yeah
i’m the fool
i think i meant i love you
when i said that i don’t care
i wish i were just lonely instead
yeah, i wish i could be lonely instead

/ kelly clarkson lyrics