i’m trying lyrics – country blend

she said i’m not pointing fingers
and he said yes you are
’cause you wouldn’t bring it up if you weren’t
if i told you i’d been walking
out in the dark night thinking
would you take as truth this alcholoics word?
i can’t change what’s done is done
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don’t curse myself and all my sins
and i need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
and though i haven’t kicked the demons that haunt me
i’m trying
i’m trying

she sat down on the floor
and said i wish i was stronger
right now i feel fragile as gl*ss
i want to believe you
believe what’s held you has freed you
and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back
my parents think i’m crazy for staying here this long
but there’s nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they’re wrong
i don’t want to be afraid, i don’t want to think you’re lying
and though i haven’t found the faith yet, that i need
i’m trying
oh, i’m trying

he asked, do you want me to leave?
’cause if you do, you know i will
but she said, much to his disbelief
no, i love you still

he said i don’t know why i’ve been the fool
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don’t curse myself and all my sins
then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying
said, i haven’t been the man i want to be
but, i’m trying
oh, i’m trying
i’m trying
oh lord, i’m trying

/ country blend lyrics