interminable descent lyrics – domination through impurity

i thought it was just another day
5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind
another stupid f*cking day of what i thought was
happiness
another stupid f*cking day of being a slave

on this day, everything changed
my superficial life crumbled right before my eyes
on this day, i lost my f*cking mind
i thought it was just another day

i struggled in vain to hold on to what was left in the
ruins of my life
nothing left to show for years of self-degredation and
sacrifice
nothing left from a lifetime of slaving and bowing to
others
i should have transcended above who i once was and
walked away

but like a fool, i begged
i begged to remain a slave
i begged to remain faceless and walk among the lost

i screamed at the top of my lungs until my voice was
gone
my bleeding eyes have no more tears to cry
i cursed god and myself and the day i was conceived
i cursed this whole f*cking world before me for what i
did to myself

there was nothing left for me except for pain
starving and sleepless, i began to rot inside
i could no longer even f*cking think without
feeling disgusted in what i have become

paranoia and lunacy constantly grew within the
tattered remains of what was left of my sanity
i have nothing but anger and regret within my soul for
all that i’ve done for anybody i have ever loved

i don’t give a f*ck about this pathetic life anymore
i no longer have any interest in what this world can
offer me
pain is all that is left. it consumes me with every
breath that i take
pain is the only comfort left in this rotted hollow
sh*ll

you did this to yourself! you f*cked yourself!

the thought of my demise soothes my jaded mind
i pray for the reward of death to whoever will answer
my call

you did this to yourself! you f*cked yourself!

i thought it was just another day
5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind
another stupid f*cking day of what i thought was
happiness
another stupid f*cking day of being a slave

on this day, everything changed
my superficial life crumbled right before my eyes
on this day, i lost my f*cking mind
i thought it was just another day

i thought it was just another day
another stupid f*cking day
on this day i died inside

/ domination through impurity lyrics