judas lyrics – clan of xymox

looking now at you i feel confused
i hate to be the one to break the news
knowing now the way i feel for you
knowing i could feed my heart anew

so many times, in so many ways
i lose myself in bitter pain
so many times, in so many ways
i’d lose myself in stupid games
so many, so many i did bruise

i am a judas after all
i am a judas after all

i lie in wait, for better days
i desecrate my only faith
i take the bait and turn the page
wipe the slate, i’ll get it straight
i lie in wait, for better days
i lie in wait till everything is o.k.

i always thought you knew me through and through
staking out the love i always knew
i change my pace and history today
make these stains of guilt wash away

so many times, in so many ways
i lose myself in bitter pain
so many times, in so many ways
i’d lose myself in stupid games
so many, so many i did lose

i am a judas after all
you said it once, it happened before my own eyes
i lie in wait, for better days
i take the bait and turn the page
i lie in wait, for better days
i take the bait and turn the page

/ clan of xymox lyrics