might as well lyrics – working title

take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that i
cant hang with
i need something new i need something i cant think i
cant create
its all the same i’m in love with everything that
brought me
closer to h*ll and closer to all that scares me in my
head

so i pack all my things start tracing arrows with my
brain but i just
stay oh i always stay my feet barely touch the ground
i’m alive but i can’t tell

throw me out of town might as well might as well
burn the whole place down might as well might as well

then i start naming names and start scratching down who
i’ve replaced with red and brown
i’m so caught up with myself i can’t see the people
around who’ve kept me up
and held me down and filled my head with pills and
crowns i can’t forget
so i draw a line and start splitting names like a
pesting vine

i don’t carry silence in my head so easy,
free and careless like i once did now things have
never been so built up like a dam and i’m this
close to finding somewhere else to live so i don’t die

silence i can’t begin to tell you how much i’ve come to
miss you where have the people
chained you and left you for dead

patience i can’t begin to tell you how much i’ve come
to miss you where have the people
chained you and left you for dead
kindness i can’t begin to tell you how much i’ve come
to miss you where have the people
chained you and left you to die alone

/ working title lyrics