mixed emotions lyrics – kamchatka

sometimes i wish
i wasn’t born.
mixed emotions
about being here.
my thoughts just keep spinning.
can’t think clear.
it’s not that i don’t want to
keep things real.

but it’s hard.
so hard.
so hard to feel free.

i wanna talk to people.
be someones friend.
but i can’t stand this pressure.
try hard to stay sane.
as i meet you in the street
my head will turn down.
i would wanna get out of there.
wouldn’t wanna be found.

oh, it’s hard.
so hard.
so hard to feel free.

/ kamchatka lyrics