my never lyrics – blue october

will you think of me,
in time?
it’s never my luck,
so nevermind.
i wanna say your name,
but the pain starts
again,
it’s never my luck,
so nevermind.

[chorus:]
i had a dream that you were with me,
and it wasn’t my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
and that doesn’t happen to me
i’ve never been here before
i saw forever in my never,
and i stood outside her
heaven.

will you wait for me,
in time,
it’s never my luck,
so never mind.
and yeah i’ve lost a lot of what i never expect to ever return
i tend to push ’em ’til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn,
i always take them to that place they always wanted to go,
then end up dancing ’round
this clown commands,
applause at a show…

[chorus]

and i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i never see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you, but some how i’ll end up just losing a friend,
and i can only reach for you
relate to you,
i’m losing my friend…
where did she go?
where?

[chorus:]

will you let me into your heaven?

/ blue october lyrics