negative zeroorez evitagen lyrics – sick end shot

i can feel in in my chest
my mind i retching
i call out your name
you ignore my words

ignore my screams
ignore my call
why do you do this
why do i try this
you’ll never love me
for who i am
but for…
what i was

against the grain we fold and we fall
we are the stain, the end of it all
i wish for just on moment
that i could recall the death of me
but for you that would be a sin
so far to come when we only fail
we were the ones who were…

i can feel you in my grasp
why is it gone so fast
i can feel the touch of your lips
but then you fade away

fade away from me
fade away to them
shades of grey in your eyes
shades when you look at me
you’ll never love me
for who i am
but for…
what i was

against the grain we fold and we fall
we are the stain, the end of it all
i wish for just on moment
that i could recall the death of me
but for you that would be a sin
so far to come when we only fail
we were the ones who were

forgotten…

[melodic breakdown]

[twin solo-rose/van allen]

forgotten
forgotten
forgotten
forgotten

[harmonized hum]

why do you do this to me
is this what you call fun
what is the deal with this pain
i just want to see his face
one more time before i die
but you caged me
and locked me in that room
alone i claw at the walls
breaking in ways
ways undone and unloved
always
we are
the famed
forgotten

[static]

/ sick end shot lyrics