november lyrics – azure ray

“november”

so i’m waiting for this test to end,
so these lighter days can soon begin;
i’ll be alone, but maybe more carefree,
like a kite that floats so effortlessly;

i was afraid to be alone,
but now i’m scared that’s how i like to be;
all these faces run the same,
how can there be so many personalities?

so many lifeless, empty hands,
so many hearts in great demand;
and now my sorrow seems so far away,
until i’m taken by these bolts of pain;

but i turn them off, and tuck them away,
until those rainy days that make them stay;
and then i’ll cry so hard to these sad songs,
and the words still ring, once here, now gone;

and they echo through my head everyday,
and i don’t think they’ll ever go away;
just like thinking of your childhood home,
but we can’t go back, we’re on our own;

ohh…

but i’m about to give this one more shot,
and find it in myself, i’ll find it in myself;

so we’re speeding towards that time of year,
to the day that marks that you’re not here;
and i think i’ll want to be alone,
so please understand that i don’t answer the phone;

i’ll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls,
until i can see nothing at all;
only particles, some fast, some slow,
all my eyes can see is all i know;

ohh…

but i’m about to give this one more shot,
and find it in myself, i’ll find it in myself;

(do, do, do, do-do-do) [x3]

/ azure ray lyrics