octobortion lyrics – defiler

demons of my past keep me awake at night.
they won’t let me go, i’m too afraid to let them go.
monsters of shattered promise, archfiends of terrible
deeds,
this is the life i just can’t bear to live with.
do you remember?
spending countless hours, restlessly in love,
deep within each other’s grasp
ignoring the treacherous world around us.
do you remember?
the day you ground my heart into nothing,
and sprinkled the ashes across my face?
and i alone became the big bad treacherous world.
cause i remember
destroying everything i came across
mutilating everyone in my crosshairs
misanthropy carnage, and no one left when the dust had
settled.
demons of my past keep me awake at night.
they won’t let me go, i’m too afraid to let them go.
at the summit of remorse i call out across the moonlit
valley,
waiting for an echo so i can pretend that i am not
alone.
at the peak of tragedy, i’m faced with the choice,
to spread wings of glory and fly away
or solder feathers of fire and hunt for prey.
and so my mind is made.
demons of my past keep me awake at night.
they won’t let me go, i’m too afraid to let them go.
and so my mind is made.

/ defiler lyrics