seething in oblivion lyrics – exxplorer

here i am standing
and yet somehow crippled
a stone never thrown
can’t create its own ripples
i’m a mouthful of spit
that gets lost in a drizzle
and now
that i’m angry
i’m fist ‘round a pistol
and every day brings me
a little bit closer to a
bitter explosion of venom and p*ss
and all that i’ve seen
and all that i’ve been
could never have made me ready for this

all i want to know is: do i have to…?

i have nothing: i am nothing
more than anything
i want to be something
if it’s something you fear,
i don’t care.
just something

all i want to know is:
do i have to f*ckin’
kill someone?!

look at you, look at me
look at you and i see:
victim and statistic
look at you, look at me
look at you and i see:
a victim…a victim.

but now it’s time to let it go…let it go
before it takes me away – take me away

/ exxplorer lyrics