standing in front of the desolation lyrics – ordog

why do i deserve this?
what do i remain here for?
for you? for my life?
don’t let me fall into the abyss

dolorous rush
until i rue
standing in front of the desolation
with hands trembling

i am crushing the towers
lamentations sting my eyes freely
life alike to canvas; yearning for paint
but slowly being smothered by grey

/ ordog lyrics