suicyde lyrics – da assassin

(verse 1)
somebody help me, i’m thinkin i can’t cope
early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin from a rope
and it got me in a f*cked up state of mind
i’m havin thoughts of blowin my brains out from time to time
i often feel like i’m livin on the run
and i’m straight nervous, paranoid, so i’m sleepin with a gun
i close my eyes and i can hear them b*tches screamin
i’m wide awake and yet it feels like i am dreamin
what would i do, i think i need a head shrink
every time a killin is done, i write it down in blood not ink
i always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome
maybe that will make me feel right

(chorus)
instead of homicide i feel like suicide
somebody help me
instead of homicide i feel like suicide
instead of homicide i feel like suicide
somebody help me (somebody help me)

(verse 2)
i’m paranoid as f*ck, i’m havin nightmares cause of what i’ve done
i killed this fool for no m*th*f*ckin reason
was there a motive behind it?
not that i know of, all i can say is that m*th*f*cka reminded
me of this trick i had a big funk with
so i snuck up on that mark and let the m*th*f*ckin hatchet kick
head smash, peeled his m*th*f*ckin cap back
and later on that night i’m askin myself, why did i do that?
i should have knew that nukka wasn’t him
with no remorse i smoke a blunt and kill a fifth of that faygo, then
went to sleep, now i’m seein this nukka in my dreams
wish i was dead, on in the head
somebody help me

(chorus)

(verse 3)
now i’m paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin up in a cold sweat
i grab my hatchet, put it to my dome, wonderin if i should just die yet
these voices in my head keep tellin me to swing it
and to my own m*th*f*ckin brain it’s like i’m goin insane
feel like i’m looney, a nukka be gettin psychotic thoughts
i’d rather be takin a quick way out than gettin caught by the law
then spend the rest of my life locked in a cell
so what the f*ck am i do to get up outta this sh*t
swing the hatchet, and let it go split(phlept)

(chorus)

/ da assassin lyrics