the curse lyrics – this deafening whisper

suffer, is such an empty word, an anemic notion
compared to what i endure day after day
i am the one, who hears the lies and feels the cries
like cuts of blades and ice within my mind

what the f*ck, have the stars done?
for when i was born, i was in their sights
why cursing me with the gift of sight?

no point in knowing the truth
if you can’t change the facts

if only i could stop the voices by cutting off my ears
or rip out my eyes to prevent these visions i fear

no point in knowing the truth
its all for nothing
if you can’t change the facts
like living in a future past

nothing can heal the sadness
of witnessing a tragedy no less than twice
and all the eyes, of my peers are divided between
the haters, the non-believers and the followers
i try to push it back inside, as if the choice was mine
what should i expect from life? it’s the only thing i
can’t forecast

hope, trust and love are for the dead
i’ve seen enough to know we’re d*mned

under oath i will, spit my truths at the world
what i used to care for, now feeds my apathy
i am the voice of the fallen, not knowing yet, not
fearing yet
i’m just a slave of fate, a messenger to the maker’s
will

no point in screaming my truths
if i can’t heal the wounds

i refuse, to keep on living this way
this is not a life, this is a stride

what the f*ck, have the stars done
for when i was born, i was in their sight

/ this deafening whisper lyrics