to disappear lyrics – christian death

growing my life growing to slow
growing to be to think i know
growing with time growing with fear
growing all alone to disappear

frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
i’m so frustrated

growing with l*st growing with you
growing to trust, if i only knew
growing so week growing so strong
growing to bleed to see it all wrong

growing with scars growing with pain
growing i’m scared i’m going insane
growing to love growing to share
growing apart i don’t f*cking care

frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
i’m so frustrated

growing so down growing so mad
growing with pills to fix my own head
growing my brain growing like twisted thread
i may as well just be
dead

frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
frustrations in my head
i’m so frustrated

/ christian death lyrics