ventilator lyrics – acumen nation

cast off your shame and believe in something more
don’t romance blame as your pain reliever, soul deceiver

next time i shatter i hope that you’re long gone
cuz if i should handle my god i hope you’re still there
such a failure, such a failure, blackening angelic eyes
i’m going to have almost nothing left, no one left

pleased to meet you, want you, cut you
i’m sorry, i didn’t know who i was hurting
wait, you’re bleeding from somewhere beautiful
i’m sorry, it’s over, it’s over now

“…and you can never stop to face all that you do
in all your actions and expenses of the loved ones
that you master that you master you can never
be a part of what is graceful what is good, and
honestly the presence of a love inside
your heart and it is breaking by the thousands
due to people like your father, your father
it’s a never ending never bending threshold
of abuse, that you are forced to take
that’s why you can never break down the raw side
defense, landslide, splinters of the hurt and pain
piercing all that you have been and if you think
you’re hurting now you better not wake up again
melting in the sibling sun exposing all that
you have done, you think you’re hurting
now, you ain’t seen nothing yet…”

there’s a reminder inside of your anger
about all the people that you have damaged
that you have hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt, hurt
it’s just like i said that your life would turn out
it’s just like i said that your life would turn out
pleased to meet you, want you, cut you
i’m sorry, i didn’t know who i was hurting
wait, you’re bleeding from somewhere beautiful
i’m sorry, it’s over, it’s over now
picture, hurt and pain
piercing all you’ve been
if you think you’re hurting now
better not wake up tomorrow
naked in your sibling sun
expose all the pain you’ve done
if you think you’re hurting now
better not wake up, wake up. again!
…again, again
there’s a reminder inside of your anger
about all the people that you have damaged
that you have–
it’s just like i said that your life would turn out
it’s just like i said that your life would turn. out
out, out, out, out! out! out! out!

/ acumen nation lyrics