what am i lyrics – morgana lefay

in the darkness i see her shadow
as a lonely sad silhouette
i’m remorseful but my pride still
is too strong to accept my regrets
i sit in silence crouched in a corner
i hear the hollow ticking of the clock
my mind is chasing thoughts that are fleeing
oh god of mercy! do i know what i have done
i rest my head in hands that tremble
i’m repressing thoughts of what i am
i am scared of the power of my feelings
i can’t bear the burden of the deeds
i can’t trust the nature of my being
cause my hate is fiery and profound
each p*ssing minute feels like an eon
time seems unreal in the presence of death
i’m spinning deeper into my madness
clinging on to traces of hope
i rest my head in hands that are shaking
i’m denying the facts of what i am
i close my eyes but the scene i’m seeing
keep’s repeating again and again
i can’t leash the fury i’m feeling
i cannot break the circle of my rage
i can’t trust the nature of my being
‘cos my hate is fiery and profound

/ morgana lefay lyrics