when i believed in god lyrics – node

my mind has been guiding my emotions for too long
my heart beats with the rhythm of the rage
and it has reached its collapsing point way before
when i think back to my life, the desire for revenge is
always more intense.

were the days when i believed in god
those in which the lies were the ideals
and the hypocrisy the wagon which led it.

i am my god, i am my devil
and no one can worship me except me.
when you’re alone under the weight of your pain
no one can give you the strength to get up.

only the eternal flame of your life will help you.
it will feed your courage when you feel weak
reducing to – ashes all – those who – would be
your nemesis.

i am my god, i am my devil
and no one can worship me except me.
when you’re alone under the weight of your pain
no one can give you the strength to get up.

i’ve learned to control the flame during the darkest
night
i’ve brightened that night with my suffering.

i am my god, i am my nemesis
i can end my life when i want,
but i hate this world too much to accept the defeat,
the days when i believed in god
those in which i never had the courage
to believe in myself.

/ node lyrics