born into this world i had no silver spoon, my brand new flesh was a life unscarred.
i wanted nothing more than to be like you.
the admiration of the time, savior in my mind.
you could walk through walls (with that att-tude).
you could do no wrong ( like your subtle grace).
it’s no longer there (you’ve fallen away)!
confrontations of rage and frustration have eaten the soul you once possessed the light has lost it’s l-ster for now black is your heart.
your tears mean nothing, your pain is justified.
you’re f-cking hollow: a corpse looking for demise.
use your so called vice, does it help you to decide?
a fake for all to see: your true ident-ty
destroyed my way of life, humiliate this trust.
rotting in the ground i can no longer ask why.
exploited all these thoughts, this innocence is gone, purified through violence.
i wish you were never born.
but now you’re dead: you’re f-cking maggot food.
this claim denied, i’ve become more, more than you.
life, this pain brings me to life.
i feel that pain tonight, the pain that taught me the truth.
relived for ever each time i close my eyes.